3am start.

Meditation.
Took a nap at 5am.
Up at 7, then fed kids breakfast for school.

Today feels better.

Sun shining, air jus’ crisp.
Silently cold.
Autumn lickin’ her lips.
September,
Always wakes like this.

These are the early days of a 21 day fast.
I’m scared.
Never done this before.

I dreamt of grandma last night so I guess the time is now.
Lookin’ square at me, wondering what the bicycle was for.

“Exercise huh, or just a hobby?”

Dunno.

In the dream I was struggling trying hard to store five of them on a strange white rack, all  at the same time. From the corner of my eye I could see her smiling like always, as if she also knew that I only needed one. Old memories of her still keep me sane.

Diane.
Darling.

This is for you.